Is raya festive now. But there were still lots of patients when i reached my pharmacy emergency department. Shocked! Why they didnt celebrate their day? they must be very speechless for having themselves sick this moment.
Anyway it was a good start as my pretty pharmacist gave me her nasi bungkus she unable to have it due to busyness.. Appreciate!
But this happiness didnt last long as finally 该来的都会来。I have to go to the main pharmacy to get some medicines alone and explore all that things in darkness.. all my organs especially my hearing got so sensitive that moment.. the only thing i can do was to comfort myself to not think too much... >.<
Do u know whats the feeling when u r alone in a room and the TDM machine beep so loud?! Horrible! Helpless! and God no one answer my call and msg.. =(
Luckily there were getting less patients as i ran the procedure and my pharmacist also understood my situation. Jz that the whole night we didnt chat much, which i found it quite 冷场。 hah! may be she is just too cool~ nvr mind, she is still nice to me~ haha
but my mood was being affected as i received msg from someone. i admitted that i was being rude to that person, and i realised what i was done on this person, but that i cant control my angry that moment. If i was given another choice back to that time, i think i will still do the same thing again. Yes i feel sorry for releasing my angry only on this fellow, but....... sorry i cant control myself. i wont tell my frens abt this, but for sure your msg will always in my mind n heart. 'look at the holes u have made in the fence, they will never be the same again.' I believe my rudeness also ran deep into your mind. ur msg, will nvr be erased.
As i woke up after slept for 8 hrs, in very blurred mind, i got msg from my favourite pretty pretty pharmacist asking me to go out! 重点来咯~ she wana intro her bro............................
so i was like.......................
and the whole session i was like............................
k fine, my heart still beating fast till now.
still i was like............ what happen jz now?
no comment for the above date. cz i dun dare to look at him~~~~ wahahahhahaha!!!
Funniest thing i found in myself. 原来 im so much shy than i thought, and im so much 会装镇定 than i expected... fine la. Im a little bit dislike this kind of me. >.<
Late d. Good night. later 7.30am work again. huh~~~ T_T
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