Thursday, 12 November 2015

End my CDR attachment

So here goes my 3 weeks attachment in CDR, what a hectic and rush but happy period i had. Learned a lot from my boss, in terms of soft skills he had shown, taught me that whenever there is a problem, solve it, rather than wasting time blaming on others fault. Seriously if I was in such tension and stress situation i would have blown away by angryness. Yes, all this while I have been behaved like such, i knew i was wrong but i hardly control myself, up until this cdr boss showed me that solving problems in gentle ways really helps others feel better A LOT! Thank you boss!

Well, i mentioned that it was a very hectic period i had during this 3 weeks, as im rushing to fulfill my logbook requirement - 20 counsellings and 20 cases to be clerked. Well well... Im quite disappointed to myself as i didnt performed well, i was busy with my indian dance practice for the 1st 2 weeks. Seriously i was so much tired after the practice till i have no more energy to read what i have clerk and understand what happen to the pt i clerked. Bcz of the dance performance, i missed my friend's and buddy's convo. huh~~ sad. But yeah, it was an amazing experience as i have been looking for chance to dance in the traditional indian costumes.. Thou my dance was so .... speechless, yet im happy and proud of myself hahah.

Why i am awake in this hour? it is 2.40am right now. okay, see. im talking to myself~~~ huh.. i having a&e shift today thats why i writing all these stuffs as i am really sleepy today~ please! faster turns to 7.30am~!

Have a sweet dream world.

Monday, 9 November 2015

谢啦!

I knew what i wrote here will somehow be seen by someone. But i will never know that my blog will be seen and read by someone, and how dare you, how could you, tell me u r reading about it. This is my SECRET GARDEN man~ plz dont let me know la. u sendiri tahu diam diam sudah cukup ok.. ishhhh..

k. so this is my first time writing this without my own will. anyway, since that what u did somehow touched me a little, k~~~~

好吧,我曾经是校园霸凌的受害者~ 从来没有想过这种事会发生在自己身上。虽然是一些小事,可是就是被欺负了。从中一到中三。。直到,中四换了班,又或许大家都长大了,才摆脱恶梦。你不知道吧,我真的有因为这样哭了。 可是我很骄傲, 因为我都没有跟家人说, 我都自己走过来了, 虽然很委屈。 我当时会想, 为什么没有王子救我的。。。哈哈哈哈。。 im jz kidding

都是很久以前的事了。当时做过什么真的不太记得, 或许潜意识不想回忆那段, 又或者我老了? 有天,有个很久没联络的朋友(?)哈哈, 让我知道曾经自己送出过一个礼物! 天, 我完全没印象, 我没有那么老吧? 不过感恩, 原来有人把我的心意看得那么重。 那只是卡片, 但是你收藏的那么久,让我有感动到。(奇怪,我被自己送出去的礼物感动。)好笑

就这样,没有啦。写这篇,是谢你的。你知道的